Oh man you snapped and I didn't open the message. Never
creeping but the flow is deceptive. Real peaceful but the flow is a weapon.
With the pen I preach, through flows I'm a reverend. Knowing that one day with
these flows I'll be legend, like Jaden's father. We stay lit off the Herb, my
barber is Jalen's barber. Can't split it, it would be insane to bother. Lyrical
crime, spitting flames with my partners. I'll never change on my squadron. My
team they shall remain on my heart then. I keep that K on me, James Harden. 4th
letter, you can feel the flame sparking. If you didn't catch it then picture
the name Rockets. I'm dropping bombs, word to the embassy. Keep that flame on
me and that's word to these embers, see? Keep that K on me, and the K is for
Kimberly. Married the pen but swear that I'm the best, man. Ambidextrous bars
as I write this verse with my left hand. I write this verse with my left hand, she's
sleeping on the right one. Freehand verse, they're sleeping on the right one.
The way I make these punchlines tie son, the Mike won. The mic's one and yeah
my shorty's like 5'1. The right girl when I thought I wouldn't find one. Lord
did me a favor when I really didn't mind one, gotta thank him cause he saved
her for me like Bryson. I'd give her everything I have left but she was cutting
circulation in the right one. Now I've got my hand back, so they better stand
back. Chloe and I just turned some texts to a dam track. Do you understand
that? She up in New York, out there where the grams at. But way beyond insta,
she out there getting grand checks. I'm reaching for the ceiling, trying to get
to where the fans at. Ain't in the game yet but I'm coming out the stands next.
I'm tryna be touching them money falling out my pants checks. Not a drug dealer
but I'm tryna move my Grams next. S/O to my Grandma, I ain't got no grandpa so
S/O to my pops for being better than his dad was. People see the crib and want
to ask me what my dad does. Let me paint a picture you ain't gotta bring your
camera. In the cul-de-sac where I didn't spend enough time working on my game.
With the basketball hoop I shot jumpers on with Shane. In front of that two
story pink house with the Beamers in the driveway. Now I'm following my heart
and trying to get my mind paid. Learned To Dream With My Eyes Open, now I'm
trying to get my mom paid. She's a CEO but I want to tell her resign today. She
wants to take care of my Grandma I will find a way. I may not get signed today.
Easy or the harder way. You can call me Tim, cause you know I spit my heart
away. Used that bar before but they ain't seen it yet, no not today. Checked
the stats, 150 pageviews on my blog today. 10 page post, but I wrote it in a
proper way. That means no format, no one telling me what Shaun could say. Think
I'm about to blow up so I'm thinking bombs away. Chasing greatness and yes I
want it in the worst way. Yes, today was Thursday. May 19th, called Janoye for
his birthday. It's 2:34 AM, depends on what you'd rather say. I didn't go to
sleep so today isn't yesterday. So while I say "yes, today" You can
read it "yesterday". Told you I'll tell you about tomorrow in 2 days,
you can read it yesterday. Preparing myself to eat, you can read the recipe.
Working on my craft, and you can read the résumé. Telling a story backwards so
you can get ahead of me. But this interrupted it, had to explain it so you
understood. @ Name used to be justthatdude, now the kid is just that good. Did
some growing now they're seeing that the kid's great. To Whom It May Concern,
the first Live Mixtape. Wanted to have a line about a Diamond with the kid's
great. But very few would catch that, allow me to demonstrate. Sharp mind so
with what I write the pen'll trate. Now they seeing the flow so sick because I
ILLustrate, paint pictures in the illest way. If Chloe opens our thread, she's
gon see the 3 dots go. My bad Chloe I turned this to my next blog post. My bad
Chloe like trees I'm barking with these dog flows. I can't wait for the days
that we're chilling at awards shows. I was with you when Kendrick got his
awards though, then took over the award show. It got deeper through more flows,
I felt every word like it was speaking to me through Morse code. So many
rappers I've gotta thank but of course Cole. Cause I realized that he changed
my life, gave it more soul. Back when I squeezed into the size 12 15's with the
lost soles. Bought em for 50, wore em once then made a $100 man. All my money
went to my feet, it was outta hand. So with any habit if I gotta kick it I
probably can. I'm putting on a show but now I'm on demand. No remote control
but the power's in my hands. I put powder in my hands and tossed it up because
who didn't want to be LeBron. I'd like to thank the girls who didn't want to be
with Shaun. Segregation bars, these n****s can't compete with Shaun. Had to say
it but I couldn't let you see it mom. I love you, yeah that's for you. When I
had a bad day, you'd comfort me after school. When I was dead broke, you told
me I had the tools. They showed and then I improved. It's possible, I am proof.
Done addressing my mother and now I'm talking to you. Learn the lesson to love
and to do what you're proud to do. And do it even if you don't see they're
proud of you. Why sit around dwelling on things you could probably do. Instead
you can make it happen, nothing's impossible. Oh man, 3 AM, but I'm not in the
Benz. I'm laying next to the girl that says to not call her Kim. She's woke up
to see my right arm is not in her hand. I kiss her on the forehead and say
"I needed it, I'm writing again". I'm not really sure how I'll ever
complete it, but I can't wait for her to get up and read it. I talk about her
all the time now cause for about a month we kept it a secret. We kept that
agreement, cause a couple people that were obsessed would've seen it. I'm
talking too much, what's next in my thinking? A quest I'm questioning, I'm
special when speaking, I'm penning and peaking. This is food for thought, it
doesn't cost a penny to eat it. I'm petty as Peter, picking a peck of petty
peppers. And once you get fly the birds flock, plenty feathers. But I don't pay
em no mind cause I won't find any better. I done had plenty avi's, I done had
plenty headers. But I couldn't paint a picture vivid as the day I met her. I
was at the crib, moms was cooking dinner. Got a text from Imani like yo I think
I got a friend for, you but she didn't know we were years acquainted through
twitter. Never saw her in real life but I adored her through pictures. I
halfway shot my shot, got her number in winter. The end of December and still I
didn't meet her til March. It's only May, how'd she make her way so deep in my
heart. Sneaking in everything I write, how did she get so deep in my art. I
swear I really didn't see it this far, I'm Serta certain that they're really
gonna sleep on this bar. Going home in the morning, that's a 3 hour ride. Let
me wrap this up so I don't fall asleep on the drive.
I wrote a masterpiece, then she got up cause she had to
pee. Tryna rhyme and ball, don't we all
want to be Master P? Writing in Orlando, guess that's why I do it magically. Do
a tape about The Office? Or take it in a different route? How I Met Your
Mother, these the days I'll tell my kids about. 9 seasons either way, things I
need to figure out. Too much adulting is terrifying when you've been a child.
They weren't feeling the kid, they weren't pedophiles. But now they feel what I
spit, it's much better now. Birdman flow, I said I was done, but I'm
finished now.
-Swaggy T
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